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Addictions

 This topic I can speak from so many points of views; but I will briefly touch the subject. The first thing that comes to mind when you hear addictions is drugs, alcohol and things of that nature. However, this topic does also speak to other addictions including sex and just being tied to something that is not good for you. It could be a person, place or habits that are keeping from walking in your purpose. When it comes to addictions, I have my own opinion and I feel it's not always what you consume but more so what comes from you after you do so. I can't speak for others but from my experience too much of anything isn't always good for you. I am not here to preach not to do drugs or alcohol, but I recommend doing your research to understand what happens to your body when you do. Also, if you know you are going through something mentally understand that the high or buzz you are searching for is only a band-aid. Once that feeling is gone, whatever it is that you are running...

Overcoming

 There are times in life we find ourselves at a stand still or some would say stuck and are unsure why. I would like to share my experience with you in hopes you are able to take something from it, apply and grow forward. There was a point in time I wanted to show my family/friends no matter what I am strong and I can accomplish what I set to do. Problem with that was they were busy with their lives and at times it seemed no one was rooting for me. I became less motivated, even when I shared my dreams or mentioned things they did not seem excited for me or even interested to hear. So I decided to fall back and pray! I prayed for guidance, strength and just a clearer vision as to what I needed to do and where I needed to be. Working toward a closer walk with God isn't easy but I know its worth it. When I started to pray more and worry less, things started to fall together and I had less time/care worrying about who was rooting for me or supported me. I started believing more in me, ...

Grateful

 I just stopped in to say I am so grateful for my support team and most importantly my children. They are both unique in their own way but compared to what we see I am beyond grateful to have the pair I have. I thank them both often and let them know how lucky I am to be their mother. The same way you'll discipline your children be sure to speak life in them and always encourage them to do and be their best while growing DAILY ❤️ my son is 15 now but he is still my baby and knows we can talk about ANYTHING 😊 

Disbelief

 .....I dont know how to start this one but I am in tears. Speaking to so many people and starting to share my testimony is really helping me more than I ever thought possible. I am in tears because as I am speaking to someone and shared that I have published my first book; seeing them review and speak my words touched me so deep words can not explain! Lord I just want to take the time to thank you for using me and I ask that you keep me near and continue to allow me to share your gospel and your goodness :)

Can you imagine?

 Can you imagine losing a child and being accused of bringing harm to cause the death? Can you imagine while trying to process and grieve what just took place being in the back of a police car then interrogated and held for hours for questioning overnight at the police station? Can you imagine those close to you family, friends and strangers also accusing you or using it against you to hurt your feelings? Can you imagine being at your lowest and feeling like no one understands or cares enough to stand by you? Whether you answered yes or no, my answer is yes to them all. I can honestly say I have to thank god for my strength and him keeping me during these tough times.  I was at my lowest not knowing which way to go but one thing I knew is that I had to remain strong for my other child and for myself. I knew even facing what any parent worst nightmare is that I still had to find the faith and keep pushing. Just know I am here to encourage you and talk you through anything you m...

Encourage

Unbelievable! Can you imagine almost every encounter in life being a lesson or chance for you to mentor or encourage someone. Do you understand how far just being kind can go? You have no idea what the person right in front of you may be going through. I am not perfect and i am still figuring a lot out, but I have realized striving for righteousness and walking in my purpose will carry me. It has brought me so far, and I am not speaking financially. Just in general, I look at situations I witness or individuals I come across and it amazes me how many people I end up speaking life into. Just the thought gives me chills because the power of the tongue is underrated. Planting seeds and watching them grow is so much more worthwhile than doing many other things in life. I love to hear feedback or have someone come later or even just see the progress and growth. It genuinely melts my heart; when you have a huge heart its difficult not to care or go out of your way for others. I will also sha...

Break the cycle

The worst thing to do is continue dragging along generational curses. When I mention this; I mean that in the humblest way. I can go into depth with this topic, but I will leave that to be a podcast topic. First thing I want to mention is families who gossip about a family members wealth or business in general competing instead of addressing topics more important. I am no one to judge as I am not perfect, but I want to ask, "How dare you sit and gossip about anyone in the same breath hiding the family pedophile or uphold the bullshit?" I would like to add that I am a realist meaning I am God fearing but I am also human and its nothing I dislike more than a bitter person trying to steal someone's joy. If you let the devil win in your home and life keep that over there. I am god-fearing and its nothing that can move me, but I will speak on ANY situation. This particular situation is not mine, but I genuinely care about those around me, and I decided to speak on it.  The sec...